May 31st could have been “it.” I remember going to the gym midday, which is a favorite activity on the Fridays I don’t spend in the office. I was doing cardio, so I plugged in my earbuds and tuned to the news. I heard the newscaster say that there was a huge asteroid in the vicinity of earth. There was a slim chance it would enter earth’s atmosphere, and an even smaller chance it would land on earth. If it did it would destroy everything within 200 miles, severely damage everything within 1000 miles, and the dust cloud emanating from such a collision would block the sun from the earth for a time sufficient enough for everything and everyone else to die. And, have a great day!
Several things came to mind as I was listening to this. First of all, to actually hear news people saying this, and not some kooks on a late night radio show, was surreal. Then I wondered about how real the threat could be if the powers that be allowed this to be on national news. Would there be widespread panic if the public knew how close we are to the end of the world, really? And I thought of my Dad. Dad believed in the biblical teaching of Christ’s return: that He could come back at any moment, and that when He returned, He would gather all true believers to Himself and judge the world in a period of time often referred to as “the Tribulation.” Following this time of judgment and cleansing, Christ would set up His thousand year reign on the earth, which will be a prelude to the new heaven and earth spoken of in Revelation. My Dad and many Christians in his generation lived in expectation that the day of Christ’s return would be any day. I hated that kind of talk.
I didn’t want Jesus to come back! I wanted to go to high school, then I wanted to go to college, then get married, then have children. Funny, now that I have children I’d be happy for Jesus to return any day... today would be the best day!
Here’s the tragedy... I wanted all these experiences before Jesus returned... Wouldn’t it have been better for me to have said something like...
I didn’t want Jesus to come back! I was praying for some family members to come back to Him before His return. I was sharing my faith with a few friends that never knew the Lord. I was looking for ways to serve Him overseas. Yes, that would be better - if it were true.
So, here I was on the treadmill realizing that there was enough probability that the world could end in a few hours that it was legitimate national news. I began thinking of this Scripture:
But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping His promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. (2 Peter 3:8-9)
There is one explanation for the end of the world not happening on May 31 or any other day it does not happen: the patience of God. His purpose is to bring us and anyone else who will call on Him into His kingdom. His plan is to use anything He can to wake us up and realize that we need Him.
And why does He put up with a humanity that constantly shakes its fist at Him, scorns His grace and rejects His Son? He is patient, that’s why - He is fixed on His purpose and plan which is ruled by His love... for...you.
I don’t often think of patience in this way. I think of patience as something I have to conjure up while I’m waiting for that last bit of makeup to be applied before leaving for that commitment for which we are already late. I feel the need to be patient when I’m waiting for a task to be done after asking five times - in plain English - that it be done. I feel gratitude when others are patient with me when I don’t understand things the first time I hear them. But I don’t often consider that patience is a character trait of God Himself... as such, as I grow in Him, I can rest assured that patience will grow in me.
Even though I know that patience is part of the fruit of the Spirit, I often joke that I don’t believe in praying for patience because I have always disliked the means by which that prayer has been answered in my life. God doesn’t have to develop patience like I do - His is perfect - but as I consider what makes me impatient compared to the exponentially more egregious things that might test His patience (if His patience can be tested), it makes me stand in awe of Him.
And, even though I’m not praying for patience, perhaps I should begin to pray that my reasons for gratitude for His patience line up with His purposes and plans, and not my own. May I get off the treadmill and onto the trail that is leading me and all of us toward wholeness in Him. Praise God for patience!